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My word of the week is rage.
I reckon it must the dual female hormones jangling around in my body at the moment but oh my god every little thing, and I mean little is causing me to have some serious rage, I feel it bubbling up inside me and then BANG I explode and just as quick as I'm ragey I'm back to feeling ok again, hormones pfftt.
Take last night for example, I go to pick Alfie up from nursery and then pick my husband up from the station and there is a massive queue of traffic, I start to feel my blood boil and I get ragey!!
He gets in the car and immediately I snap at him about something insignificant, he then calls me stroppy and I can feel the rage inside me again!
We get home and Alfie starts throwing toys around, I start to cook and burn myself on the pan and then nearly chop my finger off, I didn't thankfully but chopped into my nice long nail that I've been growing and guess what I have RAGE!!! Why, why the nice long nail?!
I am generally quite a happy person, of course I have my stroppy moments but generally cheerful, I remember one of my patients calling me 'smiler' which was so sweet, but more often than not in the last few weeks you can see me making this face........ attractive eh!
Even in this picture I'm annoyed that I'm having to wear a blanket because I'm randomly cold, I mean what's that all about?!
I was feeling some rage last night that I had to do an online food order, it's such a pain, god forbid when it arrives later if there is anything missing or substituted, rage!!!
I feel like I belong on that show 'Grumpy Old Women', although less of the old!! I am such a moaner at the moment, no wonder my husband calls me a grumpy baggage, but even when he does call me that TO MY FACE he gets my rage look!!!
I'm sure (please god) that once baby is here I'll be back to my normal self, perhaps it'll be like the acid indigestion, once you give birth it magically disappears, here's hoping because I really don't like being so short tempered.
Do you know what though? I already feel better writing this post, I feel like I've got a few things off my chest.
Until the next little, insignificant thing that gives me the hormonal RAGE!
Thanks for reading :-)