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My word of the week is rage.
I reckon it must the dual female hormones jangling around in my body at the moment but oh my god every little thing, and I mean little is causing me to have some serious rage, I feel it bubbling up inside me and then BANG I explode and just as quick as I'm ragey I'm back to feeling ok again, hormones pfftt.
Take last night for example, I go to pick Alfie up from nursery and then pick my husband up from the station and there is a massive queue of traffic, I start to feel my blood boil and I get ragey!!
He gets in the car and immediately I snap at him about something insignificant, he then calls me stroppy and I can feel the rage inside me again!
We get home and Alfie starts throwing toys around, I start to cook and burn myself on the pan and then nearly chop my finger off, I didn't thankfully but chopped into my nice long nail that I've been growing and guess what I have RAGE!!! Why, why the nice long nail?!
Rahhhhhhhh!
I am generally quite a happy person, of course I have my stroppy moments but generally cheerful, I remember one of my patients calling me 'smiler' which was so sweet, but more often than not in the last few weeks you can see me making this face........ attractive eh!
Even in this picture I'm annoyed that I'm having to wear a blanket because I'm randomly cold, I mean what's that all about?!
I was feeling some rage last night that I had to do an online food order, it's such a pain, god forbid when it arrives later if there is anything missing or substituted, rage!!!
I feel like I belong on that show 'Grumpy Old Women', although less of the old!! I am such a moaner at the moment, no wonder my husband calls me a grumpy baggage, but even when he does call me that TO MY FACE he gets my rage look!!!
I'm sure (please god) that once baby is here I'll be back to my normal self, perhaps it'll be like the acid indigestion, once you give birth it magically disappears, here's hoping because I really don't like being so short tempered.
Do you know what though? I already feel better writing this post, I feel like I've got a few things off my chest.
Until the next little, insignificant thing that gives me the hormonal RAGE!
Thanks for reading :-)
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aww it's so horrible being cross all the time. It must be hormones as that is when I'm at my angriest with no control. Sure baby will come and all will disappear to be replaced with being plain old knacked xx lol ~wotw
ReplyDeleteIsn't it, I know sometimes I fly off the handle but this takes the biscuit, especially the last couple of weeks! I'm hoping it will pass soon! x
DeleteI am more like tiny tears ATM lol Hope the storm clams for you soon xx
ReplyDeleteAhh bless you, hormones can be evil can't they! x
DeleteOh no, hormones can be little devils can't they. I hope you feel better soon x #WoTW
ReplyDeleteIndeed they can! I feel ok in myself, just short tempered! Thanks for the comment X
DeleteOh dear, it must be the hormones - they can be pesky little wotsits, hope the rage subsides #wotw
ReplyDeleteIt is I'm certain! Pesky little wotsits indeed haha!! X
DeleteJust hate the way those pesky little chemicals can turn us into The Worst Witch in a moment! Here's hoping it passes soon and you are calm and serene for when baby arrives.
ReplyDeleteI know!! Maybe I should take up some meditation and get in touch with my inner zen to help? :-D x
DeleteOh no, I do hope you feel less ragey soon! So frustrating when you can't control this, so hope you're more cheerful again soon :) Thanks for sharing with #WotW x
ReplyDeleteThanks Jocelyn! I'm sure I'll be back to happy Helly again very soon :-) X
DeleteI totally know how you feel, I've been a bit like it too lately and its horrible to feel it bubbling up inside you! Definitely good to get it off your chest though, I felt better after a rant earlier this week too! Xx
ReplyDeleteThanks Caroline, I feel so much better having a rant :-D x
DeleteOh no! I have days like that....Full of rage. I hope you are feeling less ragey soon x
ReplyDeleteHaha thanks Kim, me too :-) x
DeleteI really dont know what to say as when I have this moments I dont know how to control it as well. #wotw
ReplyDeleteI know it can be tricky can't it, I'm hoping it will pass though :-) x
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